DotA Mania

Been playing a lot of DotA with some of the gamers I met over here recently, all of them are pretty long time players in Garena.

A very normal game by me as Morphling


One of the better games I played as Razor, the opposing side were not exactly Pro players.

The Final Message

I never mentioned this, this was the final good bye send from me.

I kept it neat and descent I believe.

Due to the long silence from you, I have to assume the worst, you no longer want to remain in touch with me even though you once said that we are good friends. I just have 2 things to say.

1. If I have offended you in anyway I apologize for my behavior and forgive me.
2. I would like to know the reason why things ended up like this.

Take Care And Good Luck

Even though the time we knew was brief, you will always have a place in my memory and I will never forget your face.

Even though I did not expect anything, it had surprising results, will update later...

Back To My Home

Once again, I become one with my origin.

Ashes to Ashes, Dust to Dust...

The Wedding

It was close to noon, I do not recognize the exact time. I was in front of this hall off a busy street, filled with cars horning, some trying to park, some trying to move out. The rush was no coincidence, it was because of the weddings that were taking place. The road facing the SP fort hospital on a wedding season can be filled up on a Sunday.

It was hot and I was in my blue shirt and black jeans, now that has become a cliche. I strangely came over there walking, I must have been crazy in that heat. I went inside the hall, I couldn't see the bride or groom. Damn!!! Did I miss the wedding. I knew I did be late on foot. The crowd was so phenomenal. I was pushing myself through the crowd to the front area where the ceremony was about to take place.

I saw the bride at a distance, dressed in a red saree, she had ornaments on her. She had white flowers behind her head. Holy "Fucking" Cow, that is her, the girl from my dreams, what the fuck is going on this place? I tried to push through, the crowd was some how against my approach, as one unit of collective intellegence they had been slowing my advance. I did not give up. I pushed and finally reached the front, by that time she had stepped down and was walking. She got married, I did not notice the groom, she passed just in front of me, I was stopped by the fencing at the very front, I pulled out of hand and waved, she did not notice. I shouted and she did not hear me.

The crowd behind me dissolved, I could no longer make out any noise in my background. I could see her walk away to the door at the end.

It became so silent. I could no longer hear anything, I stood there depressed. After being for so long with me in my dreams, how could you get married to someone else without ever telling me? The least you could have done is invited me to your wedding.

It happened to me 5 weeks ago, I woke up from my sleep. I could make no sense out of it till now, I thought over it for 5 weeks.

I guess the recent outflow of emotions my have spurred this blog entry. I hope I never see the girl again, she used to be a sign of comfort once, a sign of good omen, now-a-days it is more of a bad omen.

Even this time she was silent, a ghost of something from past. She did not even give me a look, it was as though I never existed in this dream just like my previous one. I think I have had enough of girls in my life. Handling one that does not exist is worse that the fact that I had to handle one that did exist.

Enough of this, may be in my next life I will get time to handle..